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What wouldn’t you do even if you were paid all the money in
the world?
Change the person I am, for me it’s important to stay true to
myself because that is what people like and enjoy about me,
my goofy personality. I see so many people change because
they have a lot of followers or money but that wouldn’t be
me.

Name a couple of models you admire or have as a reference?
I think my number one/only model/cosplayer would be Jes-
sica Nigri, she inspires me so much with just the way she
is/act, she’s not ashamed of anything, has the most gorge-
ous pictures and makes the most amazing cosplays. She’s
such a genuine and kind person, and that really inspires me
to always be genuine and kind as well because it brings so
much good things. Plus she really inspired me to get back
into cosplay.

What is your definition of beauty?
Old but gold, personality, of course for modelling you do
need good looks, let’s be honest about that. But for me when
it comes to beauty outside of modelling it would be perso-
nality.

How important is your family?
My mom, grandma, dad and stepmom mean the world to
me, I don’t really have a strong connection with the rest of
my family. I see my mom and grandma every week, since I
always have dinner with my grandma on every Friday of the
week and call here every other day. My dad and stepmom
live on the other side of the country so I see them every few
months but call them every week.

If you could, what historical period would you live in?
Prehistorical. No explanation needed, I would ride on a T-rex
for the rest of my life haha.

How do you see the fetish world today?
To be honest what I’ve seen here in the Netherlands parties
get more commercial and less about the fetish, it just seems
to me that they rather make more money than really dig in
the fetish scene.

Talk about your projects for the future?
I would love to do modelling/cosplaying as a full-time job,
but here in the Netherlands I don’t really have that option
since no one want to pay for a model, like we use to say in
Holland: “kijken kijken niet kopen” which basically means
that we love to look around but when it comes to the point
of buying we pass it along. I want to move to the States
around L.A. better weather and a lot more opportunities.
Dream big they always say because if you dream small no-
thing really becomes of it.

Miss Horror
Bedeseme Staff

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